Abbie-Elaine

I was bored, so I thought I do this!

[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[X] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[X] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[X] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[X] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriend's/girlfriend's dad
[ ] my boyfriend's/girlfriend's mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[X] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[X] being alone
[X] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[X] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat (?)
[ ] high speed
[X] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets

9 fears, I guess I'm fearless. I do have more, but there not on here! "/

If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it "I'm Afraid of _ Out of 72 Common Fears".

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling
If you get more than 20, you're paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you're fearless.
People who don't have any are liars.

So first off, I am reallt sorry that I haven't really been around alot recently. So horrible things have been happening in my family & trying to deal with that. And then about 2 days ago I came down with something... it's strange it feels worse than a cold but not as bad as the flu. I only had 1 hour of sleep last night & right now I feel like ... like ... hell gone wrong. And my dog only seems to want to sit on my face!! I think he is trying to suffocate me!! -twitch- Not paranoid!! Heh....

Oh yeah and to top all that off, I'm meant to be on holiday... not that it has been that much of a holiday (what with the place exploding and that (i'm joking... the place didn't blow up (I hope))) and tomorrow my couain is bring her family to stay with us, not to mention that 3 of then are 4 and under. Yay!! No sleep for me!

Help me! He is trying to suffocate me again! My dog is out to get me...

So I've really enjoyed working on stories + reviews for our site & website (Speak Out Now; www.speakoutnow.jimdo.com. Check it out!) but really we want to see and read your stuff as that is what the site is all about. A big thank you to all those who have joined and submitted! But seriously we need more if you expect us to go
on with the site. So even if you wrote it when you where 3, we still want you to send it in! Thanks.

Right, well, this may be my last journal as I am going to go and crawl in a hole & die! (So I'm dramatic! Got a problem with that? It makes me an OK writer) Until next time when hopefully I won't be about to die by my own dog suffocating me!

Remember, please hit that +deviantWATCH it's only one click & doesn't take long... I'll return the favour!

Thanks dudes!

Abbieeeee!! xx

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So the past couple of days have been brilliant! My Mum, Dad and brother went away, unfortunately it was only for one night! My friend taught me how to play half a song - going to get him to teach me the rest today, before he goes! And it was one of my favourite songs .

Have found a great game ((it is truly really fun!)) Little Big Planet. It's for the PS3, but is still brilliant! And have been playing that for hours, which I guess is a bit sad! And also, my friends showed me this TV programme, which is really funny!!

And finally... the real reason I have made a journal today, is because I have finally got my writing skills back (okay, so their not brilliant? but whose counting?)) and came up with an idea for a book, which is my opinion is really cool and really looking forward to typing it up! Which I am doing right now actually. I will post it up chapter by chapter, but it might be awhile before I actually finish even one chapter as I have a lot to do right now.

And I've started with a tune for a song, so maybe... just maybe I'll write a song, it won't be good like.. but it's a song!

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Woopsie, forgot about this, it's actually a couple of hours later, can't believe that! If my Dad was around, he would go mental. Haha... Must've got carried away playing guitar, it can happen!

So not much has happened in the past couple of hours except I learned the rest of that song!

It's weird... even though I'm around my friends like everyday, I can't shift the feeling of loneliness.

OK, I will not bore you more and go! Thank you for reading this journal that took about two hours to write XD.

See you all soon, and please... hit that +deviantWATCH button! Please...!

Abbieeeee xx

...please...please...please...please...

Not staying long... just a quick hello to everyone!

Thanks for all your faves and comments! They are much appreciated! If only a few more people would press the big +Watch button!

Why is it when you want to clean up your bike to use it to go to your friends house every now and then your dad becomes a bike expert and forces you to get a new one and gives your old one away before you have even decided wether you are going to get a new one? Or is that just mine? Hmmm...well its very annoying!!

Will stop complaining now & go!
Bye! ((Keep commenting! Thankk yoou!!))xx

So today has been kinda crazy, at 8 o'clock in the morning I was running through the streets of the town where I live to get a phone charger off a friend that had borrowed it. But they weren't awake so I had to wake them up... yeah... Then we came to Wales because my brother had been taken into hospital while on holiday down here with my Dad. But he was out by the time we got here.  And all that following a really good day!!

See Monday I spent the hole day with my friends which was a right laugh. Then went to my cousins which was really good too!!! And on friday my other (I have a lot of them) cousins (they also happen to be my best friends!) are coming round to stay!! Well I won't bore you with anymore details right now.

The real reason I have come on here to write a journal is because I have taken some really awesome (not to boast or anything like...) flower photos!! As the place we are staying at has flowers outside, and then we bought some from Asda to give to some people. So lots of flower photos coming your way, as I am going to take some more before we go tomorrow.

Well I'm off now to ask my Dad about renewing my Man U membership... No time like the present I suppose. (I wonder who makes up these sayings!) Thanks for listening (or reading I guess).

See you all soon and thank you for all your support! Oh and if you have sent me a Llama and haven't got one back yet you will be seeing it within the next couple of days!! Oh and if you happen to stop by and like my art hit that big watch button!! I don't have many...

~ Abbie xx